| Monday, March 28th, 2005 |
| 12:03 pm |
look at meos journal for pictures of our ski trip. so much fun. made up for the shittttiest month of my life. : ( |
| Friday, December 24th, 2004 |
| 8:51 pm |
holyy look whos updating. well lets see today is christmas eve. im at my grandpas new house in seaford enjoying the best food of the year mmm friend flounder, calamari... :) makes me smile. today was awesome. lisa and meooo came over at 2ish and we opened up some gifts. I love my gifts i recieved a nice warm scarf and hat from lisa and a pretty pink scarf and matching (left handed) gloves. haha too bad they are for the same hand but meo said she'll return it. yesterday was our last day of school before our week off. pretty much did nothing except for english. we took a quiz. id say it was a nice day. watched to volleyball game. got to see my baby cara win. ooo yea. then i had play rehearsel till 3:30 then i went to joes and me nick kate and joe went to bayshore to do last minute shopping however nick and joe finished in like 10 minutes and wanted to leave so they left us and my sister came and picked us up with her puppy. Cloey is the cutest thing in the world. only 2 months old shes a toy poodle. i dont normally like animals too much but cloeys so adorable. later joe came over to exchange gifts. his mom bought me two very pretty shirts and he bought me beautiful matching earrings necklace and ring. :) tomorrow should be interesting all the cuzs coming over. might give a nice update to try and get away. yeesh. well until next time. |
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 |
| 9:16 pm |
so my computer seems to back and running so that means more updates!lets see i dont remember much of anything. oh yes yesterday was my dads birthday. we took him out to red lobster :) i forgot i dont think i did anything the rest of the night cause im boring. i went to sleep at o man get this 11:30 ahhh and then i woke up at 7 am and im like ahhplease go back to sleep so i finally did. was awakened by my phone at 10:30. sammy invited me to the beach. so i went to the beach. waves were weird. i got some sun. then meo calls and shes like pat laurie and cara are planning to go play laser tag wanna come. and im like yeaaa and get this it cost 2 dollars for a 10 minute game. it was nice. first game i sucked. but then the second game i did very well oh yea and i shot the luke look-alike in the head. woohoo then pat drove us all to the chinese buffet it was uh not so tasty and it cost me 14 dollars. now im home and im bored. so thats about it. until next time |
| Sunday, August 1st, 2004 |
| 5:53 pm |
hey again ive gotten into the mood of updating just about every day. so last night me and chris got dropped off at phil asaros house so she could play some poker. she was doing so well. but then she got tired of playing. we walked to taco bell at about 10:00. then we were like hmm lets go do something bad. so we were walking to my house and i see franky and he picked us up and hes like okay and then we went to chrissys house and picked up her stuff. then we went back to kates house. yuckk vomit sooo gross. anyway went back to my house around 12ish decided to jump in the hot tub. but it was too cold. so then we watched american beauty which was a good movie. fell asleep around 4. woke up around 1:30 ate some breakfast and decided to head on over to chrissys house to go on her boat. we get to her house her mom was mad :/ but we managed to get the boat out to the hemlocks. i surfed for the first time :) chrissy has pictures and when she gets them developed ill post em. well lets see at first i was afraid of like getting hit by a wave. and the waves were rough. i got hit really hard and brought under for a couple and then after that i wasnt really so afraid. i have a big bruise and scratch on my leg from the board. then we were like hmm lets try the white water but i wasnt any better. but still i stood..sorta...ill try it again sometime hopefully. man that was tiring. wow we got bit by soooo many bugs. ugh it was horrible. so then chrissy and i had some chinese food. hers was cold...what a weirdoo. then she fought with her mom to get will to come over. so now hes coming over and that means i have to leave cause i dont want to watch... someone hang out with me tonight please. until next time :) Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Saturday, July 31st, 2004 |
| 5:30 pm |
so im home. yesterday i woke up at 9 and scootered over to meos so i could go to the beach with her and lindsey. it was a pretty crappy day but still turned out to be nice. there was a sandbar so it was fun. got back to meos around 5ish. we decided to bike it over to terrorize joe at his new job at kmart. then we went and had some tacobell. then we were like little girls and did manicures and talked about boys hehehe. then we hung out with kasey and her cousins and we went in christines pool. later me and meo picked up lindsey from her aunts house and we met christine at joes house to just hang out for a bit. then we left at 12:30 ish and i slept over meos house so we could go to the beach in the morning. i passed out cause i was so tired. so in the morning me meo lindsey and clare went to robert moses field 2 in order to meet kasey and her cousins. then clare took me home. now im gonna hang out with chrissy and maybe go to some block party to play poker. haha i feel like a loser im listening to little shop of horrors soundtrack. yea anyway im out. until next time... Current Mood: sunny |
| Friday, July 30th, 2004 |
| 1:29 am |
update timee
so today turned out not so bad actually :) my mom came home around 4...ahem. and shes like lets go to the city and im like yes! then she starts screaming at all of us and then i was sad cause shes like no city! and then she was like we are going to the city and thats that. so she was a little scary...but besides that we get on the 4:45 train and get into penn. nicks ankle hurts so we decide to ride on of those bike things. we get to times square and to that little broadway tickets place where they give u some random tickets and u pay half off. so we decide to see little shop of horrors at 8 pm. so then we had about 2 hours to kill so we went to maxies delicatessen. and nick starts pointing out all these things. and hes like "im so observant". but i hate when he gets like that because then he grosses himself out and cant eat. its sad sometimes. so while he was pointing out like a random chip in the coffee mug or a microscopic speck of dirt on the glass i was eating some cheesecake and this man out of nowhere puts his nose up to my plate and hes like mmmm wow what type of cheesecake is that can i have some? and im like uh oreo cheesecake haha that was weird. then we get to the show and i buy one of those books like i always do. we were in the center about 8 rows up in the mezzanine. not great seats but at least we could see well. it was a great show. joey fatone played seymour. mwhaha my brother enjoyed it as well which makes me happy. im going intot he city in about 2 weeks to do it again maybe see wicked come and join me if ud like. after that we had to catch a 10:33 train and it was like 10:15 and we were like ahh so we decide to go on another one of those bike things. we saw the same man from before but he had other customers so we got on with this tiny crazy italian man. haha he went so fast. and while we were stopping at a red light this man and his wife stopped and pulled up next to us, rolled down the window, and he said "excuse me do you have any gray poupon" haha wow that was so odd but man it was funny. then our italian man was like ur face looks familiar are you a star and im like what?? cause i couldnt understand his butchered english. and hes like are you in a movie ive seen you let me see your eyes. haha well we get to penn and hes like i see you maybe someday in movies. lala that was nice. man the ride back was longg didnt get home until 11:45 and by then i had such a craving for a frapuccino but my mom said no :( wow its now 3:03 am i just came back from a little walk with peter. all of sudden peters like can u meet me and im like alright. we had a nice long talk and walk. anyway check out my pics at the bottom. until next time... http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EeANGbhq1cOGrqY Current Mood:  content |
| Thursday, July 29th, 2004 |
| 1:50 pm |
i was really avoiding trying this because everyone else has but u know what i really want to because it looks like fun so here goes.... TYPE YOUR USERNAME WITH YOUR... NOSE: hjh7893 (wow that was bad) ELBOW: bbnnnnnn783 TONGUE: bn783 CHIN: bn83 FOOT: bn783 EYES SHUT: bn783 so there ive done it and ive come to the conclusion that im really good with my tongue and feet and my eyes closed ;)
so now lets see today is a nothing day. im doing nothing and thats cool. my cousin just called me and he wants to give me his car and im like yea i want it but i think my sister needs it more than i do. whats wrong with me...anyone would be like yes ill take it but nooo im like give it to my sister because she needs it and she can drive and i cant. today my mom wants to hang out which is cool but it kinda ruins my day a little cause i knew she was lying when she said shed be home by 12. she always does this tho so i shoudl have known better. ive had an interesting past few days. man this was kinda pointless. everyones busy these days working and going away and :( im home and im bored. alright im done for now hope uve enjoyed. until next time...
oh ps i just checked out kates journal and she has some pretty funny pictures of us playing ddr heres the link to see the pictures hehehe http://www.livejournal.com/users/semixcharmed/4326.html?#cutid1
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| Sunday, July 25th, 2004 |
| 11:44 am |
heyy there. im back to write more. well ive been keeping myself busy with lifeguard classes and such but finally it is over and i am officially a certified lifeguard. i can save your life if need be. woo woo but i am also officially jobless. :( so if anyone knows a good place where i can be a lifeguard or teach swim lessons and its not that far away let me know. But im not going to stress out about it actually. ill just enjoy the rest of my summer. i would go into detail about my past few weeks but actually i dont really remember. ive been hanging out...the other day me and kate joined cody,mikey, sean, matt,nick, joe,bobby,erica and meo in an intense ultimate frisbee match which i saw the frisbee in my hands a total of 1 time. go me. me matt sean and kate were supposed to go play mini golf but it started to lightning so we just went and saw king arthur. it was good but all the war scenes make me dizzy. i went with julio to the tanger outlets and bought myself some old navy flip flops and a crazyprint bag. then later on me and alex hit up looney tunes. i bought my chemical romance and hawthorne heights. good stuff. i want more but i suppose when i get some money from my bday ill go back and get more. yesterday me and meo finally hung out after she said she was leaving and didnt come for another 2 1/2hours to pick me up. anyway her mom picks me up and she begs her to take us to jillians for just 10 min so she can play ddr on the machine. well it turns out the machine is kinda broken so we were bummed about that. we played a race car game and i beat her woo hooo and we also played some game where u shoot these dead people. then we went back to her house and decided itd be fun if we rode our bikes all the way over to the goodwin residence for a show. we caught the last two bands which were actually the ones i was interested in seeing. translucent and the opus. danielle is like a rock star :) then me and meo we rode on over to joes house and made animal sounds until he came outside. we stayed there for alittle bit i finally thought it was a good idea to head on home at 12ish. we stopped by sammys and scared the crap out of her when we tapped on her window. and then my dad came and picked me up. id say it was a nice day. haha although theres something wrong with me cause i was all dyslexic. ::sees ugly car:: "o man i would never wear that". ::smells coffee:: "mmm how much good smells that" yeaaa i want to play laser tag so for all those interested please comment we need to get a lot of people to come play. its like 5 bucks a game i believe so its cheap and itll be fun. oh also i burnt myself cooking pastina. ow it jumped up and hit my arm and now its all gross. but im tough i can handle it. by the way pastina is awesome so pshh. well thats it for now until next time Current Mood: amused |
| Friday, July 16th, 2004 |
| 1:20 pm |
ho hum its been a longg time since my last update. things have been good. i feel like summer just started but just realized how much ap work i actually have to do and how little time i have to get it done. all these people starting their ap work already pshhh whats wrong with you guys? anyways my empire girls trip was great i met a lot of awesome girls there. i also learned that i really dont want to be in nomans land when i go to college. i dont want to be outnumbered by cows. when i got back from my trip i started lifeguard training. im kinda pissed about it because i want a job right now but noo i have to waste my time on this. i was afraid i was not going to be able to swim but im doing really well. its almost over. i wish i took drivers ed so i can drive. not cool. oo my birthdays coming up so you guys should all buy me something reall nice :) i had a dream last night that everyone forgot my birthday it was so sad. so dont forget. its August 10. i expect messages from all of you hehehe anyways thats really all i have to write right now. maybe ill remember some things and write laterr or maybe not. until next time... Current Mood: calm |
| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 |
| 1:57 pm |
| How to make a bn783 |
Ingredients:
3 parts friendliness
3 parts humour
5 parts ego |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness |
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| Monday, June 21st, 2004 |
| 7:22 pm |
so yea i got my physics grade today. 78...ugh im definately retaking it but im so glad i didnt fail like i thought i would. history i did alright on but what am i going to do. so friday was shea stadium. the bus ride was sweltering and then we get there and it starts to rain. played in the band...haha we were just amazing and then the concert choir sang the national anthem. and then that was over with. it didnt feel like such a big deal. sat with alex,bryan and kevin burke and the burke family. then i went for a walk and i hit my head on the bar...im so graceful. yea then alex strangled carolina and we thought the shea stadium people were calling security on him so all of a sudden the ems people come with a wheel chair and supplies and the guy comes up to me and hes like are u alright. and i started laughing. and hes like u passed out? and i was laughing so hard and im like no i didnt. and hes like you shouldnt lie about these things u need help. dont lie. and im liek no hahahah and i told the guy that alex was tickling me even though none of that happened and alex was just play fighting with carolina. it was all just too funny. anyway after that we went back and watched the end of the game. mets hit a home run at the bottom of the ninth which was a nice ending for a pretty boring game. lalala saturday i hung out with meo. later met up with sam lisa and christine. christine and i slept over meos house. woke up went to the beach got a nice sunburn...i mean tan. went to the mall, got starbucks and asian chao. then i went home and hung out with my dad cause it was fathers day. this morning i woke up 10 to nine and i had to be at the school for peerleadership meeting at 9. i flipped out but lexy got dana to drive me to school for 10 bucks! oh well i just did it cause i didnt want to screw up and be really late. after went to guidance to fix the schedule.then went to viggs ap govt meeting. then hung out with joe for a little. then went home. now im sitting here bored. anyone want to do something tonight! give me a call its my last week before i leave on friday so hang out with me...anywayy until next time. Current Mood:  chipper |
| Friday, June 18th, 2004 |
| 10:49 am |
hey its been a while. so its been a strange past few days some bad points mostly all a lot of fun. i wonder if i should go into detail like meo did (xattackbananax) hey why not i have nothing better to do. lets see well of course these past few weeks ive been studying ::coughcough:: heres an overview of the time leading up to finals. played some frisbee for many hours. actually i didnt really because frisbee hurts my hands but me matt and joe had chinese food brought to the field. played some pong with meo sam and kasey haha which turned out to be really fun. i went to see shrek 2 with alex. it was a very funny movie. wow i also went partyin' on a sunday night before my math final ahh im such a rebel. i got home really late but it was a good time one day ill be tough enough to sneak out hehe :)math final sucked. i should have studied. physics final was so easy but then the regents ugh is another story. i know i failed but whatever. maybe ill retake it in august...hah or not we'll see. us history was harder than i thought but still i think i did well. dont really feel like going into detail about all that. see meos journal if u feel like reading. the show on wednesday was awesome. at first we thought itd suck but then i let those boys know that the pits sucked haha and then it started to get good. literally sweat out of our clothes haha lisa meo and chrissy...they started spraying us with this hose thing and we dumped water all over eachother it was good stuff. got home around 1 talked on the phone till 3...not fun. anywayy so yesterday i wake up and its 4 pm ive never slept that late in my life. then meo calls me and sehs like im coming to your house and we're going to walk and get food and find jobs. so i was like okay. then after changing four or five times me and meo set out in our matching poncho things into the monsoon. hah it rained so much i was drenched by the time i got down the block. plus meos gay and decided to splash me. called alex to update him on our situation but then my phone died. anyway we get to meos house and we were tired so we changed into some scrubby clothes and then her mom got us some burger king and then a movie. sean called us and hes like u should come over so we were like what the hell lets go. i learned how to play texas holdem but i didnt play by myself cause im not ready for that. besides im a good team player. kicked all their asses. then me matt and meo decided to jump in lisas pool but she didnt know haha. joe had to leave but the rest of us decided to watch that movie. meo asks too many questions, matt is very animated, nicks too talkative, seans just... well hes sean. then my mom she picked us up at 11 and then i slept. today is shea stadium which should be fun. maybe ill go and find out my physics grade :( :( until next time. Current Mood:  awake |
| Sunday, May 30th, 2004 |
| 2:25 pm |
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| 12:51 am |
this is how it goes
well today was the overlook beach blast... i woke up at 10:10 and im like crap i was supposed to be at lynseys at 10 to get on her boat. but i didnt want to rush and i was supposed to clean my room so i just told her to go and that i would get a ride from my mom. well i guess i took that for granted because when i asked my mom she said no and she was really pissed at me that i think life revolves around me and how im a prima donna. for some reason though i was really angry i held my cool and endured her. finally she said she would take me and i got to the beach around 12:30. it sucked cause cara was leaving when i got there and an hour later brianna and nicolle left. anyway here are some highlights from our beach fun. well HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA AND LYNSEY! wow they are 17 woohoo! we attempted to play frisbee and hit the volleyball around. lynsey and jaquie made a sand castle cake and we put candles in it and sang to them. we tried to get peter to take off his shirt but he wouldnt, finally he did, but he had sun burn on half his arm because his sleeve covered the top part. we ate some food and all around just laughed and had a good time. i took a lot of pictures. i wish i could figure out how to post them so everyone can see them but instead ill just put them on shutterfly so u can all check them out if u have time. ill even include some from the pat benatar trip. after we had enough of overlook we walked over to cedar and played some volleyball. im soooo good. each team made up a dance move when we won or scored a point hahah hoooo ha! then lynseys parents came to the marina and picked us up on the boat. i love boats. i really want my boston whaler that ive been dreaming of. i mean whats the point of going through weeks and weeks of boring lecture classes to earn the boating license if i dont ever get to use it. its horrible. we got back to lynseys and we just hung out. me and chrissy snuck and jumped in her hot tub. then we went back to lynseys and ate pizza. then me and chrissy walked to meet sean. then we walked back and we went to the hot tub again but lynseys mom wouldnt let everyone go to chrissys so it was just a couple of us. then we felt bad so we walked back and had some marshmallows and smores. after we sat around. sean and i had fun quoting office space and then we went inside and looked at pictures. at 12:30ish nick (lynseys boyfriend as of yesterday WOOWOOOO)took me home. i walk inside and my moms like u smell like cigarettes were you smoking and im liek no mom they had a fire i was roasting marshmallows and shes like thats what a smoker would say. haha u gotta laugh at that. i love how parents think they know whats going on when they dont ::sigh:: anywayyy then i go upstairs and my 13 year old brother was scolding me like hes my dad saying "im really disappointed in you what do you think your doing staying out all day. thats ridiculous" hes retarded. now im home finally. i had a really cleansing conversation with joe earlier and i feel kinda like wiped clean. :) im really tired. tomorrow if u dont have plans give me a call! i want to hang out with everyone this weekend. anyway im off goodnightt |
| Saturday, May 29th, 2004 |
| 1:03 am |
x0xTheAtarisx0x (1:12:39 AM): i gtg shave my leggiess
hey everyone! woo so its memorial weekend! these past few weeks have been especially grueling. what with 6 hour pat benatar rehearsals and massive amounts of homework and tests. for some reason the rehearsals weren't that bad and i actually enjoyed being worked for hours upon hours.this week came up so fast though. lets see monday was another 6 hour rehearsal right after school. then tuesday right after school we left for the city. it was a fun ride...lord of the rings... When we got to the city we had a 2 hour last minute run through of we belong and then they were like okay lets add a new song and we're like okay because thats how show biz works they say. they kept changing things. it didnt bother me though because i figured they would just change their minds the day of the show anyway. oh well. so then we had dinner at tic toc diner...best place in the world.....ha. my burger was so drippy i thought i was going to have a heart attack on the spot. after that we went back to the hotel. we just walked around for a little bit and then a bunch of us met in a hallway and we had a hallway conversation until 10 when we had to be in our rooms...all those rules were ridiculous,but thats okay. the girls in my room were christina, britney, and victoria. it was kinda funny with all four of us on the phone with our boyfriends. well we found out that they split the whole choir into three groups and i was in the group that was going to the wb studios and singing with pat benatar on wednesday. i was so excited. also my group didnt have to be downstairs till 6 so that was good. but britney and christina had to get up at 3 so i wound up waking up just as early. i wasnt tired for some reason. anyway me and victoria bonded (heh) and then we went down for "breakfast" which happened to be a fruit granola bar. so then we jumped in a van and went to the studios! that was crazy. so many famous people there! when we were just sitting in the room some lady walks in and starts talking to us about lindenhurst and stuff and i was thinking to myself.. is tht pat benatar. well she walks out of the room and then someone else walked in and was like OMG THAT WAS PAT BENATAR! and haha we all didnt even realize that. so then when were waiting just before we went on air we talked with her. so many people have said that she was bitchy but to tell you the truth she really wasnt. being on tv was cool although im not good at smiling. alex and julio kept trying to make me laugh so that i would have a natural smile and not the fake one plastered on my face. that moment was so great! after that we jumped in the van and went to get some breakfast but i really didnt eat any for some reason. then we went to the studios and ran through the dance for 5 hours. they let us go early because we are just so good. i didnt feel like going shopping so i just hung around the hotel. broke some rules went to starbucks...oo oo so bad. john farley didnt want to come. haha hes such a funny kid. later, i think we watched some family feud for a bit. when everyone came back we went to dinner at Giggles. the food was good but i didnt really eat anything. i dunno i really wasnt hungry all day. mr pramnieks made the girls sing heaven bound train in the resturaunt lol we walked back to the hotel. hung out some more. fantasia?? whateverrr. at 10 mr pramnieks made mr roberts escort me to my room because i was "late" but i really wasnt. later i talked to joe on the phone for a bit and then i had a good conversation with alex about life. next day we woke up and picked up our mcdonalds breakfast, but i didnt get anything. then got ready jumped on the bus and we went to union square. we did a few run throughs and then we hung out on the bus for lunch. i still wasnt hungry. haha fun times on the bus. wa waa. then i saw my dad and gave him a big hug. at 12:30 we went on stage and performed. i screwed up a couple times because wel i suck but thats okay it was all good. after the show we took some pictures on the "beach" and then we got back on thee bus and we left for home. we watched some more lord of the rings...then we were home. didnt say goodbye hahaha and then joe met me and helped me drag my bag to physics review. which was really boring. then i hung out with joe for an hour. hes in virginia right now and im not going to see him till monday :( school sucked. whiffen was mean to me for the first time this year. im usually such a suck up but today he hated me. all i said was that may was sun awareness month and then i informed the class to use sun screen. he was like "okay thats beginning to be ridiculous" in his im pissed off because im pmsing voice. tonight me meo kate and chrissy went to the movies to see the day after tomorrow. then we hung out and had some good laughs :) i love you guys. tomorrow is the beach party! everyone is invited. its at overlook so come cause itll be fun. anyway my day is over. i love all of my friends. and i love you joe and miss you. until next time... |
| Monday, May 3rd, 2004 |
| 11:16 pm |
Today was one of the hardest days of my life. A day where reality struck all of us. where we realized we aren't invincible...he isnt coming back. my first reaction to this on saturday night was hysterics. like many of you, i broke down and i couldnt speak. how the hell can this happen to us? how can this happen? no its unbelievable i know him..this cant be true this is something u hear somewhere else. no. i didnt hear all the facts and yet i was sure this was just a dream...id wake up and on monday id see him in class just laughing and joking around. then the newspapers started to get a hold of this and the tears fallen began to grow as news spread. and it hurt so much. so much. he didnt do anything wrong. she didnt do anything wrong. why the hell do they have to suffer. so many of us have crossed that same highway, we've walked that same route. i cant understand why it didnt miss them like it missed so many of us. so while i was bawling on sunday night as i read the article and saw his picture posted online i began to think. i i just cant go through this alone. i had no idea how much an impact he had on me and everyone else especially his classmates. we all cant go through this alone. so today the entire school was quiet. and seeing the faces of his best friends and hearing their voices it took a toll. i guess replaying events is brutal. to all of you out there whether ur best friends, family, old friends, or acquaintances...i cant offer u any more advice or guidance then we can all offer eachother. no guidance or grief counselor will ever be able to offer what we can do for eachother. i love you all. Chris, we love you so much you have no idea, you will NEVER be forgotten. you will always remain in our hearts...always. Current Mood:  crushed |
| Thursday, April 8th, 2004 |
| 7:09 pm |
ugh i was in such a crappy mood this morning. everything my mom saidi wanted to kill her. i was getting ready for pictures and she kept saying how i needed to do something to my face or hair ot look pretty. and i just didnt want to hear it. so i was being so mean to her. i dont want to hear that i have to "fooof" my hair. any how yesterday i went to the show with joe. i love boys night out. we saw thermal boy again but he wasnt wearing any thermals. he almost got kicked out of the show because he jumped on stage and stole the mic from the singer from red tape. i took my camera to the show for the first time. i got a few nice shots. vacation is not so interesting but it has been fairly relaxing. i moved into my new room. still have to get rid of the shit in my temp room. i have so much crap its really amazing. i hung out with chrissy erica and kate last saturday while joe was in maryland. that was fun. we had a pie eating contest and then me and chrissy stayed up and talked. i love them. today though was prob the worst day of vacation. its rainy and gross out and im cold and really bored and i just dont want to leave the house yet i really want to get out. i wish joe would come over and we could just lay on my nice new queen sized bed and just talk. but hes not allowed. thats another thing. hes not allowed over when my parents are home and when they are home his parents are still eh. and my mom does not feel like taking me to his house. she wants me to stay home and invite him here. so now we have to suffer. im in a bad mood. im so bored. i dont know what to do! this is so annoying. i guess i should be doing my ap work or english essay but i think id rather just sit here and cry. Current Mood:  bitchy |
| Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004 |
| 10:51 pm |
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| Monday, February 2nd, 2004 |
| 7:08 pm |
woo looky here
well im updating. just cause joe told me so and ive decided its just about time. i really dont feel like writing my whole month. eh i got my permit and ive been practicing every so often. ir eally wanted to take drivers ed.. but that hasnt worked out yet. me and joe my mom and brother went skiing for a weekend. and he was allowed to sleep at my aunts house. i snuck into his room but my mom decided to be gay and yelled at me. we were just enjoying eachothers company. um midterms were okay. math was the hardest one. ap was actually easy. so was physics. watch i do bad. i got a 98 on the english regents. damnit. i wanted a 100. pshh what else. well we had a couple snow days in there. its been cold as hell this winter. oh 8 days until italy. im so excited. im also really sad for some reason and i know this might sound retarded and corny but im going to miss joe so much its scary. god i love him so much. and im not sure if this is even possible but every day i feel like i love him more and more and more ...and more. and i feel this love will continue to grow forever. oh man eh anyway so i just got home a little while ago. ive been hanging out with joe every day just about. counting down the days before i leave. im going to miss my first valentines with him. i mean everyone says valentines day is just commercial and kinda stupid i agree and yet i am disappointed that i have to miss the day where we wear pink and it means something and i bite into my chocolates and spit out the ones that are gross. and we read those little candy hearts and give them to each other and read them allowed. haha i remember the days with my friends where i would give them these hearts...like one that says call me babyyy. hahah you guys will always be my valentines. but still. italy will be fun i know it. im going to take so many pictures and if meo will help me i just might post some on here. thatd be cool. anyway im going to go now. until the next time i write. laterrr Current Mood: complacent |
| Sunday, December 28th, 2003 |
| 12:20 am |
updating time. i might as well i have nothing better to do. hm i guess u can read joes journal and find out abotu yesterday. sounds like a plan anyway today was the show. it was the best downtown show ive been too. boys night out <3 they really are good. joe and anthony lifted me up to crowd surf and at first i was thinking about fighting back but then i just let go woo and then the guitar guy on stage helped me on to the stage and then i jumped back off. hehe it was fun. pits were surprisingly crazy. um afterwards we got picked off and my mom dropped me off at sams for the italian bash. i was so exhausted i basically fell asleep. haha me and lynsey bought the same exact gifts. awesome....cara had to leave. the three of us wound up playing all her board games and talking and such. i had a good time. we should do that again. i got picked up by lynseys dad and here i remain. im sick again. ugh i hate this so so totally much. ive got this chill i just cannot get rid of. anyway im off to bed its 1 am. my nose is so stuffed ugh nighty nighttt Current Mood:  blah |
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